Location Destination

What a weird day. What weird few days.

I haven't been feeling well. Life's hit a bit of a MPC: a minor personal crisis. Ever since I found Liz's last text message, the one telling me she's leaving and not coming back, the one I glossed over in the final month of school insanity, the one that I wish I had fully read before ignoring. 

I suddenly feel very lost once again.

I am no longer going on the road-trip with Makeup Artist and BTS girl. No more Seattle--haven't got the money. I could make it to San Francisco. Truth is, I would love to go, but the other gals decided to just fly to Seattle. It'll be $50. The road-trip was going to be a couple hundred each of us, for me even more cuz I'm making the trip back alone.

Well, with that done, here I am and here I am staying. I could have taken that intro to photo class I wanted to take at school. I could have taken that class on social justice with Dr. Russell. I could have taken that class on reading hieroglyphics. I feel like I'm already wasting the summer. Mom says it's ok I'm not taking classes. I need a break.

She's probably right.

But I def need an escape now.

I need to call Anna and tell her I won't be coming.

I need to call Jeannette so I can feel a little better.

I need to call Liz.

Today I revisited Mr. Script Supe to return the book I borrowed. He seems a little frazzled. Job search go figure. He needs a crap job he says. One he can leave without much notice. This way he can disappear into S. Africa for a while. I have a crap job, the next step is to disappear for a while. I might just be back where I was last summer. Last summer though, I was Africa-bound as well. Mr. Script Supe, you wanna trade lives for a bit? Or how about you take me with you? Maybe in your carry-on?

Well I walked away with a new book. Rant by Chuck Palahniuk.

Tomorrow Lady Producer and I have a lady date. She was at the boys' house, hanging with the Gaffer. Whether or not something is happening there is anyone's guess. The Director can go ahead and keep being awkward about it. That's fine. Makes it better, even.

I'm glad for the lady date. I haven't had time with Lady Producer in a long long, too long of a while!